Sometimes, I feel like I dont have any emotions. I exude no energy. I see people staring into my eyes with no response. I dont know whether to cry or laugh. I act like everything is fine on the surface but no one knows what’s going on inside. I keep telling myself everything will be ok and I am patiently waiting until that day. But as of right now, I feel like I’m falling deeper and deeper into this depression hole. I feel so bad for everyone who is giving me love and I am not giving back anything. I’m so sorry mom, grandma, Dre. You all deserve so much better, I swear I’m working on myself. Please don’t give up on me. Please.
